Existential

Tag · 120 works

72 works open to everyone here carry this tag; 75% are complete. The average one runs about 8,700 words. Read any of them in your browser, save it as an EPUB, or listen to it.

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Half Life VR But The AI Is Self Aware+1

Takes A Village

by gusherbug

Gordon's got his hands full with Black Mesa and having a child at home. (Un)luckily for him, the Science Team is more than willing to help, and they're full of surprises.

Teen 15k words 7 ch Complete 1.3k kudos

Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism · Alternate Universe - Normal Life · Babysitting · Benrey Lives· +10 more

SKAM (TV)

Tomorrow and tomorrow

by withoutwords

The walk back to school is long. His head and his feet and his bag feel heavier, and his skin burns with the thought of people staring. Strangers and students and friends all staring, like he has it printed big and bold across his forehead. Homo. Home Wrecker. Loser.

Teen 2.2k words 1 ch Complete 817 kudos

Depression · mental health · Internalised Homophobia · Recreational Drug Use· +5 more

Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)

The Five Kinds of Drunk

by Zadabug98

Yuuri may be the one drinking but Viktor's the one with heart problems. OR Where Yuuri is the clingy drunk, the overly emotional drunk, the sad drunk, the existential drunk, and the crazy drunk depending on how much they drink.

Teen 2.3k words 1 ch Complete 302 kudos

Drinking · yuuri being emotional · yuuri being adorable · Domestic· +5 more

Super Dangan Ronpa 2

Barcode

by shutupnerd

There's a barcode tattooed on Izuru's thigh. Nobody has ever asked about it.

Teen 2.1k words 1 ch Complete 265 kudos

Existential · The Kamukura Project · Well - Freeform · it sure was fucked bro· +6 more

Haikyuu!!

Let the Dead Rest

by zyzy1083

Post-apocalyptic AU where Bokuto wakes up in the ash and rubble of a city. He finds himself with amnesia, a wedding ring, and a note from his husband asking Bokuto to find him.

Teen 94k words 15 ch Complete 145 kudos

Alternate Universe · Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence · Alternate Universe - Post-Apocalypse · Amnesia· +6 more

Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)

A Nomenclature of Colours

by MohMaya

The Museum of Interstellar Relics and Art (MIRA) is proud to present:"A Nomenclature of Colours"The final transmission from the last surviving human settlement (Code Name: Amaranth), by ex-combat engineer Aslan J. Glenreed and renowned artist Okumura Eiji before their deaths in the Azrael Collision.Compiled in memory of Planet Earth and displayed here in Glenreed’s original penmanship alongside Okumura’s authentic dye swatches.“Per aspera ad astra.”---In which Ash, a child of the human space colonies, moves to Earth, now mostly abandoned in the aftermath of several natural disasters, rising temperatures, and energy wars.In which he comes of age, and falls in love in a blaze of colour.In which life gets in the way; in which the end does not hurt quite so bad.

Teen 19k words 2 / ? ch In progress 112 kudos

(I'm on my Simp! Ash agenda again can you tell) · (except this time it's Ash) · Alternate Universe - Dystopia · Alternate Universe - Earth· +9 more

Red vs. Blue

The Longness of Semper

by mechanicalUniverses

If they can’t have the forever they want, they could at least have this.

General 615 words 1 ch Complete 82 kudos

Temple of Procreation · Alternate Version of a Canon Event · Marriage Proposal · Canon Setting· +9 more

due South

just hold on were going

by withoutwords

For Fraser, home’s not usually the place where you are. It’s the place where you want to be. The place you belong.

General 926 words 1 ch Complete 72 kudos

slight angst · Character Study · Existential · post CotW

Welcome to Night Vale

the flood

by ell (amywaited)

“You’re beautiful,” he whispers, deep into Cecil’s skin like he can implant the idea and let it grow from the inside out, blooming bright and bloody. The clouds in his skin run away from him, Carlos realises, like they can’t let themselves get caught.   “You are,” Cecil tells him, sounding like he’s speaking from several mouths. His eyes blink at different times, one purple and the other a smoky grey. Carlos can’t choose one to look at. “I hope we have an infinity.”   “Everywhere is a liminal space,” Carlos says. “We’re on the brink of forever. And you’re beautiful.”

General 1.2k words 1 ch Complete 69 kudos

Cute · Existential · Existentialism · Time - Freeform· +3 more

Carmilla (Web Series)

Picture This

by onbrokenfeet

“It is a face in its own right, white as a knuckle and terribly upset." - The Moon and the Yew, Sylvia Plath. Laura just wants to see Carmilla smile, and okay, maybe capture it for when she's away. That's not so bad, right?

Teen 908 words 1 ch Complete 64 kudos

Fluff · Existential · prompt

Welcome to Night Vale

till the future dares

by ell (amywaited)

Cecil says, “I was waiting for you.” It’s so casually said, breathed out amongst every other thought congregating between them, that Carlos almost misses it at first. He almost misses the genuineness with which Cecil speaks, the certainty with which he thinks, and the meaning hidden so deeply behind those words   When he does recognise it for what it is, his breath rushes out in a huff. He says, “thank you,” and the words will never, not ever, be enough. Not in the face of the universe, not when Cecil could have everything and nothing, and Carlos only has so much to give him.

Teen 1.2k words 1 ch Complete 63 kudos

Cute · Existential · Existentialism · Fluff· +4 more

Twilight Series - All Media Types+1

the wicked, laid to rest

by tofkarabbit

"Is it a dream if you're in it with me?"existential angst / quarrelsome romance / reality-bending mysteryit's about breaking the cycle, but it's not your typical time loop story. I hope.

Teen 4.2k words 1 / ? ch In progress 59 kudos

Angst · Existential · References to Depression · Romance· +3 more

Welcome to Night Vale

just so

by ell (amywaited)

Carlos stays quiet for a while. The sepia outlook on his world gets ever darker, but Cecil remains at his desk, watching him with eyes that are so full of emotion that Carlos is surprised they don’t overflow. “We can categorise love as a chemical reaction. When one falls in love, or is in love, their brain releases chemicals to stimulate those feelings.” “But what is love to you?” Cecil asks. He says it quietly, like the words are far too big to fit comfortably in the house. Even so, they press at the walls like they’re determined to get out. Carlos can feel his body straining to contain them. “I guess it’s a behaviour. A belief. A dedication to someone. Wanting them, needing them,” he answers. “A learned behaviour, sure. But one that we can actively choose. I choose to love you. I choose to wake up every day, loving you. I choose no one else.”

General 1.2k words 1 ch Complete 52 kudos

Cute · Existential · Fluff · Slice of Life· +5 more