A Horrible Yet Wonderful

Silver blinked, not sure what just happened. He opened his mouth to ask, but was unable to speak. Why was he fumbling for words now, he had been fine just mere seconds ago. Zero looked Silver over one final time before turning to leave. Silver tried to call out to him, but his words caught in his throat once again. That was when he realize he was feeling it again. That...thing. That terrible yet wonderful aching feeling in his chest, the same thing he felt when he first met Zero. But this time was different, this time Silver could pin down exactly what this feeling was. Silver finally was able to speak again, but only a whisper that only he could hear. “Oh gods, I'm in love with him, aren't I?”