nothing but a being of belief (burn this flame till you can't anymore)

Free will. Choice. What Dean believed in was freedom, the liberty of chance that seemingly allowed them to sway their odds either way. What Dean believed in was their actions and efforts—his, Cas’, and Sam’s— that allowed them to garner the victories they had accumulated through time. To a point, Dean was a man of faith, shot down over and over again only to come back with more belief in “Team Free Will”. He was anchored, and despite the struggles, he was present in what he thought was reality. And then he arrived at that graveyard.  And then Chuck happened.  And there was no going back from that.  alt; an exploration into Dean and his relationship with his faith and other outer factors