i never told her

One night, after witnessing a joyful moment between her friends, Andy leaves the room. Confused and curious, Nile follows, and realises that Andy's holding back a lot more than she'd initially let on.  The memories. “Was that why you left today?” Asked Nile. “Something reminded you of her?”“The way they are,” said Andy, brief head nod telling Nile she meant Joe and Nicky. “Sometimes it’s… We were like that. But we weren’t. [...] I hate thinking that she died, over and over again, not knowing.”