i'm fallin' again

“Listen- I really appreciate it but I’m not a talking-about-my-feelings kind of guy Madi.” Murphy paused to take a shaky breath. “Especially not with you. I'm supposed to be the one comforting you and protecting you. I promised Clarke and I-I won’t let her down. I can’t. Not again.” Murphy looked off to the side, unshed tears glistening in his eyes like waves yearning to crash.-Madi Griffin is kept from falling asleep by the sounds of Clarke's old friend, John Murphy, having a nightmare on the other side of the room. She decides that it's time to return the favor from when he helped her through a panic attack of her own earlier that day.