Don't wish it away

“But Abigail, what she thinks is everything to me...she is my dearest friend, she means so much.” Thomas knows that this is not to slight him, to say he is lesser, but he can’t help the pang of jealousy he feels. Abigail is John’s wife, and that is something he will never have. He thinks that men who never marry or outright hate their wives have it much easier than them. His curiosity gets the better of him, he has to say it, to protect his heart. “And me?”