Tell Me How's The Way To Be

"I just cannot understand how I managed to fuck up the best thing in my life so well. I don't know what I did that made him push me so far away from him. There are chasms of regrets and held back feelings between us and I feel I'd never be able to cross them. He's sitting next to me, there's too little space between our seats, but it feels like he's at the other end of the universe. Somewhere far, far away from me. "----Simon and Baz are heading back home to deal with more shit at Watford after their disastrous vacation in America. A fic that involves a lot of thinking, lots of tears, love and most importantly, they try the miraculous activity called talking.