Or Die Trying

"Katsuki had always been the best, blessed with an amazing quirk, admired by his parents and teachers. Constantly praised and surrounded by classmates who admired him, or at the bare minimum respected him. Deku had followed him around no matter how many times he insulted or assaulted the damn nerd. It's because he was the best. Right?.. " Katsuki had always been told he was the best and that's what he expected from himself but after two years at UA, he has begun to finally crack in his third year. Midoriya is becoming more and more powerful as is the rest of his class. Bakugo has never thought of who he was if he wasn't the best. After that is stripped from him Katsuki losses all value in himself and attempts suicide. After the failed attempt he has to go home and figure out what impact his mother and father had on his behavior as well as why he thinks the way he does before returning to campus a quick two weeks later where he needs to save his relationship with Kirishima. There are heavy triggers in this fic including self-harm, attempted suicide, homophobia, self-deprecating thoughts, and descriptions of poor mental health