The fundamental question

He can barely distinguish his thoughts over the pounding of blood in his ears, not grappling what he just heard. He had been excited for the tea party on the way too, boasted about it even a little to Ned and MJ, and now, he wished that he would get dusted again.He remembers the pain, how he had disintegrated with the wind, all the wile trying to hang on for Mr Stark, begging for his help. Still, it was nothing compared to this. This was as grim, albeit in a different way, as the blip. Peter would prefer it to this. or: Peter just doesn't feel like himself after coming back from the dead, and after a brutal confession of a certain little girl, he comes crashing down. Tony is there to build him back up.