Its Alright Just Wait

Every time he keeps wondering why he even cares. These noble goals surely weren't what pushed him to wear this suit and take this mantle in the first place. No, it was that burning desire for revenge. That grief he didn't know how to deal with [...] That overwhelming rage he needed to let out somehow. [...]But then he comes back to his apartment. He sees a slice of pizza left for him on the counter in the kitchen, a book abandoned on the couch. He sees a brand new drawing attached to the pinboard and soft yellow light filtering into the dark space of the living room from behind the bedroom door.And he knows why.[...]It's like a switch has been flipped the second he steps through the threshold. He's no vengeance here, no rage or fear. He's the opposite of those things now, the other end of the spectrum.For her, he has to be. ------Pilot episode AU. What if Dick had met Rachel a lot sooner than when the story starts?