if heavens grief brings

Zelos steps forward. Sheena stands her ground. "I wish I was lying. I wish I didn't hate everything I'm supposed to be. I wish I cared more about doing the right thing, and less about which side is stronger. I wish I could have enough faith to believe that anything can change." More than anything else, Zelos wishes that he could just live his life like a normal person. "But the only lie I told today is that I chose Cruxis in the end."

There's a lot that Zelos has never told Sheena, and even more that he doesn't know how to say. But after everything he's put the party through today, he has neither the right nor the desire to remain silent any longer. A post-betrayal heart-to-heart in Heimdall, roughly concurrent with the scene between Lloyd and Colette in canon.