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Wei Ying remembers when Jin Zixuan used to slip into bed with fresh tear tracks on his cheeks and wake up with scorn written in every line of his face. (Now, he sleeps with two kisses on his brow and wakes to a warm breakfast.)Wei Ying remembers when Lan Zhan used to turn away from even a hint of affection, too used to being left behind in the ice to accept it. (Now, each smile comes more easily than the last and he reaches out in return.)Wei Ying remembers deliberately standing in his family’s shadow, always putting someone else first because he was never enough, even to himself. (Now, he is not only one person’s first choice, but two people’s.)OR:Sometimes healing means running away from the past and living in a shitty apartment with your two boyfriends where each day is a brand new story.