Once more to see you

Desperation filled his mind in its entirety, causing his emotions to become an even bigger mess than they were originally-his breathing became erratic as he slowly started bending down from his incapacity to breathe properly, it hurt but it couldn't hurt near as much as how he must be hurting."Just once more, even if I'm being egoistical allow me just this time to be a selfish man."He had never cried so much in his life before, he felt tiny and utterly vulnerable and it was sickening him to his very core, how he could not control his overwhelming emotions in the slightest. He was pathetic, the only thing he could do now for his captain has beg and pray for him to wake up since he had failed to protect the one person he cared about the most."You're the light of my life, my sun, my guide."