The Sun shall fall OLD

“I can't do this anymore…” Sun mumbled under his breath. He stared down at his hands, his hands that were once covered in blood, his hands that he used to kill Bloodmoon, his hands that he used to expel Eclipse from his head and basically kill him the first time, his hands that he used to be responsible for Old Moon’s death, and the hands of one who yelled at Lunar, causing him to leave and get blown up. He had caused a lot, and suffered a lot. He was finally getting better, he was finally feeling happy. His family was happy. He hadn’t been responsible for something terrible. Of course nothing good ever lasts forever for Sun, so it all tumbled down and got thrown in his face, the one that basically caused everything had now returned. He knows he shouldn’t, but he just didn’t want to deal with this anymore. It’s not like he could just kill himself, not without major consequences, Moon would just bring him back and then everyone would obsess over making sure he was okay. He didn’t need that. But if he left, and no one could find him, would he be safe?What if Sun left everything behind? Would he be safe while he’s alone?Would his siblings try to find him?Would Moon be mad?Would they understand?