But it hurts and I dont

I wanna post this anonymously, I think you could figure out who I am,but that scares me. I dont wanna be known for a reason. This is me admiting something so deep down that im scared of how to do this. But anyways hello everyone. Welcome to me making an unnecessary upload because I need validation. I don't know scar's content that well, but i figured if i pretend i do it will work(hint it wont) I am literally just using these people because they are all i know. Terrible, but its so hard to watch new people.