shame shame shame on you

You fall to earth because of a pigheaded mistake, one of many, and there is no mind reading to rely on, and so you have to act “natural”.Whatever that means. You never were.You plant your feet on the ground, as best you can, because this is where you are. Even when it gets so hard, when you see that face“Cas?”It forces so much to the surface, it makes this human heart clench like a fist and beat like a drum, but you can’t give in.“It’s Steve now.”It’s not about what you want. You don’t quite fit anywhere, anyway. And you don’t deserve to anymore.(takes place during s9. almost entirely human castiel introspection. second person.)