a lifetime

“That’s what I mean,” Seungkwan pointed at his face. Soobin realized he had his mouth slightly open, so he quickly shut it and turned to his friend again, attempting to pretend there was nothing happening with him, “Soobin-ah, you know you can tell me anything, right? I understand you, you know that.”“Hyung, this is different,” Soobin shook his head, finally giving up.“Because I’m not in love with one of my members?” Seungkwan asked, this time the look in his eyes wasn’t that of amusement, but instead, he took a motherly look that made Soobin feel safe, like he could tell him anything.“I wouldn’t go that far,” he mumbled, too embarrassed to admit that was exactly the case.“Alright, then, you like him a normal amount,” Seungkwan nodded, “enough that you want to kiss him for the rest of your life, let’s say.”Soobin looked away as he blushed furiously, and his friend giggled when he saw his expression, making Soobin crack a tiny smile despite his embarrassment. “Yeah,” he finally admitted.