Not a lot just forever

The Song of Achilles but highschool. I havent written since my wattpad days and im literally in college. Im so bad at summaries....idk what im doing im just having fun. A hand guided me down the hall, his rough fingers brushing against the top of my shoulders. His cologne was strong, like firewood, or maybe ash. I didn't look at him, I couldn't. We stopped in front of a blue door, the same as the others. The window was covered by a poster or something the teacher made. I stood there, suddenly- everything felt impossibly bigger. My heart was beating in my ears as I watched the door open. Everything was hitting me now, a new school, a new neighborhood, a new everything. I wasn't ready-