To spiral out to try and

'For all Nico knew, maybe Will thought he'd gotten himself caught up with some monster and was laying half dead in his cabin. Nico muses, as he pulls the blanket tighter around himself, that he's not actually sure he's not half dead. He feels like he might be. He wonders if he can die from this, emotions seeping out of him like blood from an open wound. He wonders if there's a way to put pressure on this to stem the flow, dying sounds easier.'orIt's the first anniversary of Bianca's death that Nico spends at camp, it doesn't go well but Will is there.