Insane

And then there was the start of the merge. The lonely times he had to think and think and think all to himself, because he was all he had.He took in a shallow breath and realized he needed to give himself more airflow than he was accepting. That he was on the verge of a panic attack.And this is why he doesn’t let himself think of his nightmares. Because there’s so much to possibly think about that it makes him spiral.And spiraling isn’t good with the mind he has.Kai could help keep those thoughts at bay. It’s what Lloyd goes to Kai for.