not so hard to be a person (if you've got something you can reference)

“Okay, well, do you know what it’s like to have control and then lose it?” Cordelia scratches her head again and wonders when she’ll stop feeling phantom bugs in her hair. They’re both in the library – Buffy, because she’s getting her house fumigated, and Cordelia, because she’s wired and knows that if some other freaky assassin who sees her as collateral wants to show up, they’ll have to go through Buffy, which - unfortunately - is comforting. Kendra is out patrolling, making the most of her time in Sunnydale before she hops a plane and disappears. Two times as many Slayers as usual and Cordelia still thinks she wouldn't be safe alone. “Because before you came into my life, I actually had everything I wanted.” or; Buffy and Cordelia reel in the aftermath of the Order of Taraka.