touch starved

Though the idea sounded appealing, the guilt he would feel from doing it outweighed the appeal. Purposefully bringing a spider into the house for Tsukasa to find and beg him to take outside would be downright cruel…Though, it would mean more guaranteed affection, and Akito wouldn’t have to wait for another spider to show up, which could take days, maybe even weeks. The more he thought about it, the more sense it made, and the more he wanted to do it. But he knew it was wrong. --- Akito and Tsukasa are drifting apart, their work being a bigger part of their lives than their relationship with each other. One day, Akito finds out that Tsukasa gets clingy when he's scared, and guiltily uses that fact for his advantage to get the affection from his boyfriend that he so desperately craves. Eventually, he inevitably finds out, but will they work out their problems together, or is this an act that is unforgivable?