I dont ever want you to

There’s a dull light creeping from behind the blinds in the hotel room when Phil wakes to the sound of Dan talking lowly on the phone.“No, he’s still really sick,” Dan is insisting. “I’m not waking him up for at least another hour, we won’t be ready to leave for ages.”Phil tries to sit up and protest that they can leave within the hour, hating to think that he’s holding everyone else up, but only succeeds in sending a round of coughs rattling through his sore chest. He sees Dan glance over as he listens to whoever’s on the other end of the phone, face creased in concern, and guilt spikes through him. This should be the highlight of their lives but at the moment Dan’s spending all his time fussing over Phil, or organising everything for the both of them.