Dark Come Soon

Dark, you can't come soon enough for me  Saved, from one more day of miseryYuri slid down the door, hands clutching at his face. He was shaking and could feel the tears starting to well in his eyes. How could he be so stupid? Having Beka come all the way out here to visit him and just ruin it with his childishness? He didn’t deserve Beka, didn’t deserve any of this. The first hot tears made tracks down his cheeks, dripping onto his jeans as he crumpled against the door. He was holding out Beka, holding out his shame, holding out the darkness that was clawing at the very edges of his mind and his emotions.And yet, it came through. It slowly peeling back his emotions, breaking down the boundaries between each of them. It was like a dam breaking, a flood of emotions and feeling all at once. His fingers dug into his scalp, twisting into his hair and pulling. The pain of the action brought it back a bit before it rolled back over, engulfing like a wave. The sob broke from his lips and he choked on the sharp inhale of breath, tasting the salty tears on his blistered and torn lips already.