He Is Dead I Am Alive

"We are alive, Siha.... And when we are not, I will meet you across the sea."

....Ch 1 - "She wouldn't talk to you, either." Liara's words weren't a question, but Garrus shook his head anyway. Liara sighed, her eyes dropping and her shoulders sagging. She suddenly felt very old. "She woke up looking for Thane.""Oh, Keelah," Tali gasped. "She's like this because she thought she would die. She wanted to."....Ch 7 - The hero of the goddamned universe took away the one thing that made it bearable, and she needed to know. He needed her to know. He need anyone to know..... Ch 8 - "Don't, Shepard," he said firmly, a small smile gracing his face. His eyes remained dull. "Don't you dare pretend its all okay."...In which Shepard survives the destruction of the Reapers and wishes she hadn't. She's a broken shell of what she used to be, can her friends put her back together? Only time will tell.(AN: Chapter 8 has been edited/changed and chapter 9 will be getting a complete rewrite.)