a big long game of telephone (feat. one person, somewhere, and you)

jay is complicated. he has- not a soft way about him, he’s a grown man, but he’s kinder. gentler, maybe, compared to alex. if alex is the angry dictator of marble hornets, jay is the diplomat that’s romanticized to outsiders. if alex is angry, jay can’t be, and if he is, it’s not nearly as bad. but there’s always something off about his kindness, an underlying violence that’s off putting to those used to alex, like tim and brian and everyone else on set. he’s nice, usually.that’s a keyword; usually.  (in which one could say to not speak ill of the dead, but no one is with you, with us, right now, and there is so much to be said)