a little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

-on hiatus-Carlos and Charles start a relationship halfway into the 2021 season. They're both nursing broken hearts, deluding themselves that warmth and sex will be able to glue the pieces back together.Lando and Max are dealing with things on their own terms, one diving into another more socially acceptable relationship, while the former falls deeper and deeper into the darkness of his own mind.What will it take for all four of them to figure out where they're meant to be."I want you, I need you, but there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you, now don't be sad, 2 out of 3 ain't bad.""There's only one guy I'll ever love, and that was so many years ago. And though I know I'll never get him out of my heart, he never loved me back."