Ruin Me//The Rest Will Follow

"Jon almost wished for the cold sands he'd familiarized himself with, however short a time that may have been. The streets were cold beneath his bare feet as he trudged aimlessly, yes, but it wasn't the same. It left a gnawing emptiness where he felt like someone should have been; where hands should have caressed, eyes should have gazed; where warmth should have nestled itself between his ribs, endeavoring to permeate the rest of his flesh with its benevolence. But here, there was nothing- only an all-consuming sky and people in windows who existed only within his periphery."---Jon gets stuck in The Lonely.