my heart still beats the same way (I can try to hide it if you’d like)

“So… you’re not mad?” The alcohol was already settling, warm in her stomach, and the words were out before she could stop them. “Mad?” Ava asked. “Why would I be mad?”“I’m…not entirely sure.” Beatrice had run through this conversation a thousand times in her head. Sometimes, the scenario ended with Ava telling her they couldn’t be friends anymore. Sometimes, it ended in a way that would make Beatrice blush to think about. Either way, she never pictured it being this casual. “It’s cool.”“It’s – it’s ‘cool?’” Ava shrugged. “Yeah. I mean, I used to have a ridiculous crush on you too, so I guess we’re even, right?” /Camila accidentally spills the beans to Ava about Beatrice’s feelings. They deal with it like idiots. College AU.