everything about you that hurts

(It worries Steve, too, how he's already seeing this as an event horizon. At some point he'd started thinking of college as the point where he met Bucky and his life changed, but now—now he wonders if his life can't be divided into three parts: Before Bucky, With Bucky, and After. It scares him.)--or, the worst week of steve rogers' life, probably.(note: this fic has some discussion of depression, which may be triggering. it should mostly be in the final chapter, but please read responsibly!)(ALSO NOTE: this fic is almost definitely discontinued, i'm sorry!)