winter days

so i wrote this piece obviously based on the season of winter and how my opinions on the season easily contradict one another. i love winter and i also hate winter. particularly because a lot of reasons for a huge decline in my mental health came/come about during the winter time. winter presents itself to be a tough time for me as there is the birthday of someone i cherish and at the same time am not as close with as i want to be, because i've learned to not constantly depend on them. but at the same time winter comes with inspiration, getting to travel, meet up with family, anticipate the events of new years, and most importantly all of this happening in winter break. winter break can suck because it leaves me with my depressing thoughts and makes me relapse into a sad state that i want to be rid of forever. all in all, i'm proud of this piece because i think it perfectly pictures a lot of my thoughts and feelings and i think it was life changing in a way because it helped me navigate my ideas and opinions which is something i want to do since i've constantly been moulding my life to fit in accordance to others' liking, and by writing i can remind myself that, "hey, you've got opinions too." i hope you like this piece!!! i reposted it from my instagram and it means a lot to me, so yeah :)