what could have been and

The grief of Dazai's death still haunts Chuuya, who feels lost and alone without her. She thinks about the moments leading up to Dazai's death and how they continue to replay over and over in her head as she struggles with her emotions of guilt. All Chuuya wants is closure, to go back in time and tell Dazai how she felt before it was too late. She is unable to move on from Dazai's death.or : Dazai dies and Chuuya is left horribly alone in the world. Dazai remains in her thoughts like a parasite, plaguing her mind at every turn.