Patches of Me Have

Based on this prompt from the 118 discord serverPrompt: it started before the grocery store. Angry at himself for everything Buck hadn't even realised his tugging in his hair had torn out some strands until he felt the pain and realised the physical pain overrode the emotional pain. It happened again after the grocery store, and it kept happening. When Buck went back to work he was not doing well, and he tried to stay out of everyone's way since no one wanted anything to do with him yet, but every time he did anything that inconvenienced the others, or upset them, or made them angry or even just made them have to deal with him, Buck's hand found it's way to his hair and a few more strands would be tugged out. It was fine. He was fine. He was just managing. The pain felt good, it felt deserved, but seeing the growing patches of missing hair on the back and sides of his head felt like an even more fitting punishmentThough he didn't understand why the others kept giving him these horrified looks. Weren't they happy he was facing the consequences of his actions?