now that i know that part of you's not part of this

"Eddie had come to the startling realization, perhaps years late, that Buck was already everything he was looking for in a romantic partner. He loves his son, he’s Eddie’s best friend, he is kind and loyal and loving and just wanted someone to love him back. Ana and Marisol didn’t work out because the role they would fill in Eddie’s life was already filled by a firefighter with soft blue eyes and an even softer smile. Eddie wants what he was trying to make with them with Buck instead. He had that with Buck.

But now his son is states away, and Tommy beat him to that particular punch.

It’s fine.

It’s not fine."

or, the one where eddie realizes he's in love with buck and isn't coping with him being with tommy.