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"And I guess I'm not ready to die for the love of my life." He added with a laugh, completely unaware of Till's internal crisis at these words.He's talking about the characters, not us. Till repeated in his head.He swallowed hard and nodded."It probably doesn't make it any easier that we have the same names as the characters we play." He said, expressing his own anxiety in this way. Although he was a professional and had worked with many people on the set, feigning intimacy or hatred, this time he was playing with Ivan. It would be harder than ever for him to remember that it wasn't the real Ivan he was in love with who was kissing him, but a character kissing another character.He would like the real Ivan to also feel like he is kissing the real Till and not Till the character.Ivan laughed again and Till could swear he could hear choirs of angels."Yeah, just like in Big Time Rush or the Jonas Brothers." He said with a smile.Till, like a fool in love, only said:"Huh?" OR: Actor AU where Till is so hopelessly in love with Ivan it's embarrassing.